There’s really no “typical day”, but during the weekdays I wake up early, and leave for school at 7. I have a 45 min drive to campus, and stay for about three classes before hiking to the commuter lot and immediately leaving to drive 2 1/2 hours to program. Then I attend IOP for a mere three hours, stay late if someone needs to see me, and then I drive home which takes over two hours with traffic. 😐
Essentially, a typical day is me sitting in my car with brief intervals of actual life/human interaction between
My biggest fear is abandonment. It’s rejection.. It’s unreciprocated love. It’s empty time spent marinating in your thoughts wondering where you went wrong. It’s a dead end, an indicator that it’s too late. My biggest fears are regrets. Things that can be avoided but it’s ambiguous as to whether you’re doing it.
I don’t fear death.. Death is unavoidable. Nobody truly ever avoids it, and I don’t believe any of us would ultimately want to