“Loneliness has followed me my whole life, everywhere. In bars, in cars, sidewalks, stores, everywhere. There’s no escape. I’m God’s lonely man”
Taxi Driver (1976)Martin Scorsese


Anonymous said: Can you describe your typical day/schedule

There’s really no “typical day”, but during the weekdays I wake up early, and leave for school at 7. I have a 45 min drive to campus, and stay for about three classes before hiking to the commuter lot and immediately leaving to drive 2 1/2 hours to program. Then I attend IOP for a mere three hours, stay late if someone needs to see me, and then I drive home which takes over two hours with traffic. 😐
Essentially, a typical day is me sitting in my car with brief intervals of actual life/human interaction between


Ana Beatriz Barros by Jason Lee Parry for Malibu Magazine September 2014
Anonymous said: What is your biggest fear? Are you afraid of death? Xo

My biggest fear is abandonment. It’s rejection.. It’s unreciprocated love. It’s empty time spent marinating in your thoughts wondering where you went wrong. It’s a dead end, an indicator that it’s too late. My biggest fears are regrets. Things that can be avoided but it’s ambiguous as to whether you’re doing it.
I don’t fear death.. Death is unavoidable. Nobody truly ever avoids it, and I don’t believe any of us would ultimately want to

"Don’t sit and wait. Get out there, feel life. Touch the sun, and immerse in the sea."  - Rumi (via laughitout-v)

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