Thank you SO much for this! It really means a lot 💜
My mind keeps darkening and my thoughts keep slipping to what I could do, should do, have to do. I gain momentum during the week because I HAVE to be on my a game in school and function and be normal, but it’s all a facade and when I return home, I run out of steam and crash. Hard. I just keep considering my options, knowing I have the means to make this all go away, and planning scenarios / opportunities to do so.